My Journal
With that being said I will also have some more light hearted and positive/nuetral entries as well. I dont want to make this a place where i just whine about how much everything sucks. Also I am a not a great speller so expect to see many misspelled words lol.
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01.22.2025 - 'Merica
We live in a world where Luigi Mangione is labeled a terrorist and villain but Donald Trump is the leader of the free world and seen as a hero to most.
The world is already filled with enough hate, we do not need more. Women deserve the right to have access to abortion procedures if they need or want that. People in the LGBTQ+ community deserve to feel safe, protected and respected by their fellow citizens. Trans people deserve the right to whatever medical care they need. We should welcome immigrants with open arms, and provide refuge for those in need. We should live in a country where everyone is equal no matter their race, gender, sexual orientation, religious beliefs, etc.
These statements should not be the minority opinion in America, but the re-election of Donald Trump has proven that it is. If you voted for anyone other than Kamala Harris this past election, you have chosen where you stand. This country has become so incredibly stupid and hateful. All of Trump's supporters do not see a problem with the petty and childish nature in which he carries himself. He denied election results, sending his mob to the capitol in an attempt to overturn said election and his supporters find nothing wrong with that. January 6 was not a peaceful protest, it was a violent attack on our democracy. Donald Trump as well as the mob of people storming the capital that day should be held accountable, but they won't be.
I truly hope the best for my country. I have never been a very patriotic person, but I am now. I want to see America bounce back from this time of absolute chaos and idiocracy. The ultra rich millionaires keep getting richer and the hard working citizens of this country keep getting poorer. Donald Trump does not have the best interest of the American people, but his followers are too fucking stupid to see that. I believe most politicians are not good people, but I have never in my lifetime experienced a leader like this. We have a fucking felon running our country and there is nothing we can do about it.
I do not believe this is the end of America as we know it, I just think we have a rough couple of years ahead of us. I think Trump is going to undo a lot of progress that has been made in this country and will create many setbacks for the political leaders to come, but we will make it through. It's not the end of the fucking world that Trump is president (again), it just makes me so angry that he and his rich friends are going to get away with whatever they want and there is nothing we can do about it. Rich people rule the fucking world.
01.17.2025 - School
I had to go back to school this week and it has me feeling pretty tired. I have 4 classes this semester, 3 in person and 1 online. At least now I have Friday - Monday off so hopefully I will set aside some time to work on my site some more. I perfer to stay up working on it all night than work on it during the day time. I will probably sleep until 3pm tomorrow, its 4 in the morning rn lol. Everything is so much more peaceful during this time. It feels like the world is mine.
01.10.2025 - Midnight
It is almost midnight, im high as fuck and listening to Promise by Matchbook Romance. I feel a bit empty but its nothing new to me. I usually have therapy on saturdays but i dont have an appointment tommorrow. I kinda like when I get a break from therapy. I feel like most ppl like therapy and kinda look forward to talking with their therapists but i kinda dread it. I know I dont technically have to go but its the only way i can get my family to back off about my mental health shit. They think me going to therapy is going to magically fix everything but it hasnt and I havent really been honest about that. I recently talked to a psychiatrist and started medication (after being against it for a while) so hopefully that helps me a bit. I dont dislike that I am getting help now I just hate actually going and having to talk about shit i dont wanna talk about.
Anyway that was a useless talk about therapy and whatever. Heres a picture of outside my window, I thought the snow looked nice.
01.09.2025 - Songs that get it
I love when I come across a song that seems to perfectly describe how I feel. Sometimes it feels like these artists can describe and make sense out of how I feel better than I can. Here's a list of songs like that because I really like lists for some reason.